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It’s becoming more evident
Much more obvious to me
I thought much more of you
Than you ever thought of me
Was this my biggest mistake
Letting myself think you cared
Was I just your marionette
With heartstrings open and bared
With me left here still thinking
What was false, what was true
So puzzling and so complex
I’m left to await another clue
On my heartstings you played
Each left with a loving memory
Yet I still have those questions
Do you ever think about me
I’m wondering why all the intrigue
Now why all of this mystery
Why am I left here hanging
Your the one that holds the key.
The choices you make in life will always decide your happiness, pain and sadness. Although it has only been a week, but I know you’re a really nice person.
You are worth much more than that my dear friend, worth so much more than that.
As a friend, I just hope that you’re happy with the choice you’ve made and no matter what happens, we as friends will always be there for you.
Think about it. Take care
Okay yes I’ve been neglecting my blog.. And its always when I’m feeling damn fucked up then I’ll spill out stupid feelings.
Life has been good so far, My cousin, Nat, his birthday at Double O and Butter was awesome. But.. that was just the only pathetic highlight of my life at this point of time..
Competition coming, number of trainings per week are also increasing drastically. 5 times a week and mostly 2 times a day. For the people who are fucking dedicated, how long can you last? I put my best in training and okay some days I don’t cos I’m really tired, afterall I’m human and we all slack sometimes here and there..
Today I didn’t go training cos I went to church, and guess what, my senior captain like sorta picked the first team boat.. WTF the days I’m not there for training there’s always something important that happens during that day itself.. Like the day I was sick I didn’t collect the life vest and paddle.. now picking for team I also missed out..
Gahh this sucks.. Lets just wait and see how things fall into place.
Anyway I’m super lazy to blog now but I found something quite nice on Cynthia’s blog haha here it is
Actual children’s answers to the question “what is love?”
“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.” – Billy, age 4
“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.” – Karl, age 5
“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.” – Terri, age 4
“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.” – Danny, age 7
“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.” – Emily, age 8
“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.” – Bobby, age 7
“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.” – Chrissy, age 6
“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,” – Nikka, age 6
“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.” – Noelle, age 7
“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.” – Tommy, age 6
“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.” – Cindy, age 8
“My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.” – Clare, age 6
“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.” – Elaine, age 5
“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.” – Mary Ann, age 4
“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.” – Lauren, age 4
“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.” – Rebecca, age 8
“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” – Karen, age 7
“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.” – Chris, age 7
“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.” – Jessica, age 8
WHOOOOOOOO EXAMS ARE OVERRRR, 6 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY HERE I COME BIATCHHHH!
so anyway last night we went supper, Kim, Nat, Jason, Anthony, Karen and myself.
Went geylang for dimsum then D24 durianssss.
Reached back to my place and I drove around in Kim’s car, lol it was awesome cos I can’t learn how to drive yet.. 
Slept at 4 woke up at 1045, got ready, reached school at 1 then gymed till 3. I went to foodcourt 4 to meet up with my classmates before going for my electronics paper. Was trying to cramp in some last minute stuff then went in for the paper.
Later I think Gerald quek and Mok are coming over so maybe gonna catch a movie or smth.
I shall blog another time cos I feel super lazy nowww.
Ciaooo 😀
Last friday at butter was awesome. Came out around 4plus then went for supper then back to nat’s place.
Slept till 2pm plus ate lunch then went home, slept till dinner time, ate dinner then went to study mechanics.
Today I swear I’m gonna fail mechanics paper.. I didn’t study enough I guess. 😐 oh wells electronics this thurs, another paper to feel super stressed about.
Have not been feeling too good recently, been kinda moody and I don’t seem to feel like doing anything.
Anyways hope it’ll be better as this week passes, Tmr gym at 12 with Daniel then I guess I’ll be heading home after that to study electronics. 😦
It just gets better and better:D
Friday night is gonna be awesome man, guestlist, table, more than 8 bottles and other stuff ^^ hahah
Alright gotta get rest for friday now hek
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