I’ve lost that feeling, the feeling of love.
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Archive for September, 2009
It’s becoming more evident
Much more obvious to me
I thought much more of you
Than you ever thought of me
Was this my biggest mistake
Letting myself think you cared
Was I just your marionette
With heartstrings open and bared
With me left here still thinking
What was false, what was true
So puzzling and so complex
I’m left to await another clue
On my heartstings you played
Each left with a loving memory
Yet I still have those questions
Do you ever think about me
I’m wondering why all the intrigue
Now why all of this mystery
Why am I left here hanging
Your the one that holds the key.
The choices you make in life will always decide your happiness, pain and sadness. Although it has only been a week, but I know you’re a really nice person.
You are worth much more than that my dear friend, worth so much more than that.
As a friend, I just hope that you’re happy with the choice you’ve made and no matter what happens, we as friends will always be there for you.
Think about it. Take care
Okay yes I’ve been neglecting my blog.. And its always when I’m feeling damn fucked up then I’ll spill out stupid feelings.
Life has been good so far, My cousin, Nat, his birthday at Double O and Butter was awesome. But.. that was just the only pathetic highlight of my life at this point of time..
Competition coming, number of trainings per week are also increasing drastically. 5 times a week and mostly 2 times a day. For the people who are fucking dedicated, how long can you last? I put my best in training and okay some days I don’t cos I’m really tired, afterall I’m human and we all slack sometimes here and there..
Today I didn’t go training cos I went to church, and guess what, my senior captain like sorta picked the first team boat.. WTF the days I’m not there for training there’s always something important that happens during that day itself.. Like the day I was sick I didn’t collect the life vest and paddle.. now picking for team I also missed out..
Gahh this sucks.. Lets just wait and see how things fall into place.
