Okay yes I’ve been neglecting my blog.. And its always when I’m feeling damn fucked up then I’ll spill out stupid feelings.
Life has been good so far, My cousin, Nat, his birthday at Double O and Butter was awesome. But.. that was just the only pathetic highlight of my life at this point of time..
Competition coming, number of trainings per week are also increasing drastically. 5 times a week and mostly 2 times a day. For the people who are fucking dedicated, how long can you last? I put my best in training and okay some days I don’t cos I’m really tired, afterall I’m human and we all slack sometimes here and there..
Today I didn’t go training cos I went to church, and guess what, my senior captain like sorta picked the first team boat.. WTF the days I’m not there for training there’s always something important that happens during that day itself.. Like the day I was sick I didn’t collect the life vest and paddle.. now picking for team I also missed out..
Gahh this sucks.. Lets just wait and see how things fall into place.
